Blood written letter: Chorus) Here's a blood written letter I just wrote out for you, you think I am fake but I only represent truth You can say it's to simplistic or you're just confused Love me or hate me fuck it this is all that I do. Verse1) dear bitches, you laughed at me thought I was nothing, now your just a thot tryna get something, yeah just a horny lil muffin, tryna get ate, watch yuh unbutton Yuh pants, begging for a chance , the rapper baby do yuh lil dance. Yeah do your little dance. Double take, ya now you'll take a second glance Switched up, now yuh try to get in my pants now, let me and the whole team fuck it ass up face down, how's it feel to get clowned, Don't like it, but I'm only reciting, you know like style bitting, but now it's like I'm Obama and your joe Biden, like my old producer keep coat riding, this is the closest you'll have me confiding In a lost soul, with coke or adderal, shoved inside of my nostril, and I feel my jaw tightening! Talking like tyson n trying to get up on another level, ya we bout to be fighting and You don't want that, so take it all back, sick of you wearing a mask, self respect is what your seeming to lack, another party, chugging a bottle of jack, thinking I'm gonna run your bubble bath, you should have never talked all that trash, you said fuck me but fuck you so go ahead look at the math. Zero fucks given, so don't even worry about what I'm living, or the bottle I'll be sipping, it's looking just like yuh tripping, there is really no convincing that this letter wouldn't be wrote out for you, because the pain you made me feel is real and I'm known for revealing the truth so! Verse2) what's a homie. A homie doesn't worry about a dollar, a homie worries about your life making it past today to see tomorrow, doesn't want to see your ass dread in sorrow, a homie doesn't have a heart that's hollow, doesn't want to see you drown inside of a bottle, they want help your harmony like being your vibrato, like a Gemini and a Taurus. Keeping it real and split the change if you hit the lotto. I mean it really is hard tho. But you wanna see me fail, wanted to see me sit my ass in jail, wanted people to open up me up like a bag of chips then throw me away like I was stale Because now your not even gonna know me when I make it, your shady shit wasn't mistaken, I seen between the lines no matter how hard you tried to fake it. Body language louder then a ma fucker you don't even need to say shit. Like your pocket I ain't even gonna pay it. No mind, I'm taking back every right that I know is mine, you ain't gonna take another credit for any of my rhymes, without you, you can see I am doing just fine, spontaneous or maybe I am acting out of line, but I'll be damn'd if you take a single credit for my success or any of my grind, so Fuck you for even trying, so just quit your fucking lying! So get out of my way a matter of fact get the fuck out of the line!

Do you know me?: Chorus) bitches around here gonna end up turning me back into the old me, I ain't gonna deal with no snakes, definitely not gonna deal with no fake homies I'm a keep sipping my wine Imma keep sitting back, keep burning down stogies Don't act like you know me (ya) Verse1) I be nerdy and dysfunctional right But you burnt me more then a meth head burning the pipe, here please get off at this right, And stay at yo god damn exit bitch How you even gonna tell people that your my god damn homie! Just because you shook my hand, opened up for me doesn't mean that you actually even know me! I am not some sort of trophy! I am a god damn human being being, one in a million with a dream, but snakes be plotting with a scheme how they can snake away my team, or how they can even join the team, jaw dropper for yuh, looking like yuh scream , And I don't mean ghost face, I don't act like most say, and what all your saying is bullshit, no way, and Verse2) you all do not even know me, and no I don't owe things, y'all being shady doing all these hoe things, ya all these hoe things I don't owe y'all nothing, what I did about life Something, bout time that I stood and said something Cuz bitches wanted on top of this dick, and I wont give it up to no tricks, now they acting like I am a prick, cuz they support me so I owe them all shit. Now they on media making up shit! Ya Now I got relatives all over the world, no1 gave a fuck now they want to say "you have beautiful baby girls" and want to be apart of my world Say something nice you want a check for that If I don't then you want to take it back I have a warm heart you can't pay for that But the stress is bound to be a heart attack Ride off out of here like a horses back Can't handle that well here's a fuck with that . Homies only homies if it benefits And I been afraid never been this way, now I got to worry what a bitch is to say, or the circle colored gray, got my soul hollaring, cause it's only been a min, but sometimes I can't hold what I wanna say. And what I really wanna say is If I am only your homie benefit, or only a groupie to get a dick, only a home girl to have some sex, only a homie to write off a check. Then move it along, cause you got me all wrong, I got to be real I just got to stay strong cause

No one understands me: Chorus: no1 understands my pain, the world don't understand my pain Everything in life needs change, everything needs change X2 Verse) the worst part is looking inside of the mirror, screaming and feeling like nobody can hear you, invisible to the world like you are simply see through, look at all of these tears too. They ain't gonna dry themselves, but their mine, they're not noone else's My body needs to relief this pain, without you I can't contemplate change, I start to fuel up with rage, but I do nothing but lay and decay, here at this spot, I think I will Stay, I feel my body rotting away! I don't even know what I'm to do, my life relies on silver bullets to cock ready and shoot, or how much I can fling out with a silver spoon, sleeping in every afternoon, I feel like I'm gonna puke. This is it, this is how you make me feel, make me feel like I need to steal, watch layers of my skin wilt off and peel, I couldn't be anymore real! Verse2) if I ripped my heart out, could you see my veins in it, my beating heart has no contingents, I'm seeing that it's, a lost hope for me, like no real reason to breathe, what faith do I have to believe, when no one believes in me. Damn, I never thought of that, in fact, I don't think of anything but self pity, I'm just one person out of a whole city, so what gives me, anyone right to think anyone would even miss me, man reality's gritty, chance of happiness is one out of a milli. So when I infect my body while gripping, just know I was just slipping Into another realm in dimensions, I'm sick of this stressing, my messes I'm confessing, Maybe minutes or some seconds, childhood full of neglection, no weed no anti depressants could get me out of depression, I could count all my wrongs in separate sections, but when do you finally break with copious weight and some friction I'm disturbed, but I'm not down with the sickness, but I'm so sick that's sickening, no color no pigment, my soul is just a collision. Verse3) a letter with all the pain that I felt, i could blame the whole world or I blame myself, self reflecting I don't have nobody else, I'm the reason for ripped scar tissue and a body full of welts, manic depressive health, or the reason I put a knot in the belt. But either way I feel follish for it, reached out but you all ignore it, my hearts bleeding I showed you I poured it, my thoughts are no longer assorted, and I feel if my dreams are crushed you'd expect me to snort it. I'm a father but I grew up with no father so how am I to farther my daughters, how am I to pay for the college, I can't deal with my own pain, I try to acknowledge but I can't pass any knowledge, everyone else seems normal, robotic, but I don't want to see them grow and work at hot topic, I don't want to see them addicted to narcotics, so I need grow up and just stop it, stop spending all in my wallet, I know it I plotted, these demons I fought it, I pinched and I nodded, grab the gun and I'll cock it.

A borrowed heart: Chorus) I don't know what I am to do// I am lost without you// I have a heart for you to borrow// just promise me I will see you tomorrow/ Verse1) I looked in your eyes, to find something has changed: a whole different script, a brand new page, I like what I'm reading, don't let this get thrown away, don't let this burn away, just pinch into my Viens I see beauty in a brand new way, scared all my demons away, 19 years you know I'd wait, just promise me you'll stay. I never thought god would allow a goddess on earth, like a child kiss me where ever I hurt, pick me up out of the dirt, tell Satan I'm not one to flirt. I couldn't take that pain, why does it always rain. Just meet me under the umbrella, keep dry in the flames I don't think it's real, but I believe in the truth, I know the walls are build but starting to break through, Verse2) what happen to me, my hazel eyes haven't ran so deep, like souls connecting in the after life, reason to depart the sea, in the air I'll let my heart breathe while it beats, this is the feeling you give to me Carve our names in the tree show our love will forever be Together in nature we will leave our mark, you're a shining light that led me out the dark, you're the artieries that that works my heart, the stitches keeping my heart from tearing apart. Around me like a body outlined with chalk, together like the moon and stars. You're the herion in my syringe, the addiction my body sins, Lighten up my dim, the finger that lifts my chin, my motivation to always win. I couldn't take that pain, why does it always rain. Just meet me under the umbrella, keep dry in the flames I don't think it's real, but I believe in the truth, I know the walls are build but starting to break through,